I miss being home and the feeling of waking up knowing you have nothing planned for the day. Its getting tougher each day to let go of the little things that I find comfort in as i grow older and for me, its tough not being able to be home, home. Its the feeling of not being able to spend as much time with my family that is starting to eat me up inside slowly. Its tough knowing how I am very close to home and find comfort in just staying home rather than going out if I have the choice. What's more not being able to see my family for just a few days as each of us have different working hours.
Growing up is tough and honestly i can't believe i'm turning 20 next year. I'm not looking forward to it, and as what Dad told me just yesterday, "Once you reach 21, your life will pass by you even faster than what you're feeling now." That feeling sucks.
It felt like only a few days ago that it was the beginning of December. This year's December is probably one of the December I could never forget and now its coming to an end. In fact, the year 2011 is coming to an end.
Even though its tough (which probably is my favourite word in this post), I know I could get through it and be strong with whatever adversities that lies ahead. Life is what it is, and you can't change it - so live it as gracefully as you can.
